Journaling :

Spent a good weekend with the girls - my W worked all weekend.
We went apple picking on Saturday then to a Halloween day parade (not sure why my town has it so early).

Sunday - horseback riding and then spent the day playing and doing crafts things.

Bad night with the W last night - I don't know when to shut up. We both had too much to drink - told her I loved her and that I would do anything for her and the girls, we didn't argue but I started to point out the practicalities of getting a D - W would need to get a full-time job, where would we both live, how it would affect the girls. Seems like once a week I put my foot in it. Got to stop drinking and opening my mouth - I'm a fool and I'm pushing her away. She didn't say very much except "it's for the best". I still haven't received any papers.


M47
W45
D10 (Has CP)
D7
M12 T14
ILYBINILWY 5/1/11
Asked for seperation 5/10/11
Seriously DBing 7/1/11
W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11.
Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11
D - Final 7/11/12