i wish i had it in my heart to believe the both of you, but i am having a pretty rough day today
watching a movie together last night i thought i would try something different
gently a couple of times i brushed my hand up against my husbands arm and let it linger, and both times he pulled away - ever so slyly mind you but pulled away none the less
i am so tired of feeling like a POS in my own house
for god's sake, i am the mother of his daughter, and he can't give me the courtesy of being a friend??? i cannot even begin to tell you what his OTHER FEMALE FRIENDS used to get away with when they used to be around - but suffice it to say they got away with murder, and his OWN WIFE cannot get a touch
my heart hurts today
don't know how much longer i can do this. he is such a coward - he wants ME to be the bad one and leave - so he can cry to his next girl - oh she left me, i tried to do everything but she left me anyway
