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Nlw, whg,
Beings he has left wouldn't I be in last resort stage?? My h seems to be living each day without us..I don't really know how we can show that it could be better if we don't make attempts..however I could see him trying to be just my friend..it would be nice in his mind if we were friends during the d ..

The main problem I have is I don't know anything, he is talking to me, he has started to want to have lunch with me, but yet we speak nothing of the r...no talk about why he up and left, no telling me he is happier being gone..

He sent a text yesterday out of the blue asking what project d had? Its like he had to think about it..I simply responded with what it was and that we had it started..he then sent his visit plans for the week, I said it sounded good and to have a good day, he sent back for me to have a good day too..I feel like he is giving me more than he has, but I don't know. At any given moment the alien in his body can take over.

You see nlw, my h was never the perfect h or family man, for the most part he slept, worked and slept some more. When he says he wants to be stronger, I have to assume he is talking in general not specifically about us. That is why I think its more depression. Its like he just snapped.