H is away again, on the other side of the country. He phones me everyday, and strangely, has been quite friendly and speaks for longer than usual. I do try and be the one to end the conversation, but he beats me to it, sometimes. Not that I'm db'ing really. I don't think I would want him back now, but I do want a good R in terms of co-parent and co-grandparent. Also, we will be financially tied until one us dies, so there's no point in being difficult or bad friends.
I've done a lot of traveling this year, so with that and his own traveling, we've barely seen each other. Probably a good thing. I'm learning to do without him ... visiting friends on my own, children/grandchildren, and I find it quite fun. I can be myself, and not be worried about what I say or do. He can still be quite caustic in his remarks sometimes which seriously irritates me, but since I am trying for a peaceful R, I tend to ignore them.
I am still studying ... taking Intro. to Geography, Drama Writing, and Feature Article Writing. I had forgotten about some of the math one needs to do in Geography ... mapping, for instance, so not doing too well. It's just an elective, so not too worried, as long as I pass it.
I am so glad for this forum. So many people have helped me over the past few years. Thanks y'all.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
