Yep.........I'm still here

[~¤DG¤~]

You two are both so sweet. Thank you.

Last night I went out with friends.
I don't know if anyone remembers, but over the summer I befriended 2 men who are from out of town and here for work.
One is from Michigan & the other from Germany.
We've gotten to be pretty good friends and seem to get together quite a bit.

Last night we went bowling and it was so much fun.
My German friend was absolutely fascinated with people singing karaoke, it was fun to watch him take it all in.
I will admit, I am attracted to him but nothing will come of it.
He is only here until April at the latest, has a gf back home, and I don't think feels the same about me, and that's fine.
He told me last night that he is happy I came over and introduced myself to them and that I come across as very confident.
That just floors me that others see me that way.

Anyway....I was thinking this morning, and even though I want to be with my H, I don't know if it would work.
I've made some great new friends whom I enjoy spending time with, and that would probably change if we were to reconcile.
Not that I can't have friends, but you know how socializing while single can be very different from socializing while married.

I don't want to give that up. I just don't.