Yes, you do have to feel those feelings. As much as it hurts and suks you have to feel them. The good news is they won't last forever, they really won't. I found that very hard to believe at first but it's true. It's all part of the healing process.
It is hard to let go. I still struggle with it, although some times are easier than others.
She is only ONE person, and there are so many people that love you, that's pretty amazing. You give such wonderful, thoughtful advice to others (including myself) and I have no doubt you'll come through this stronger & better than ever.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤