ExBF was at his family's house today for the first time since he told them we broke up.I guess in some way, I'd had it in my head that they might talk some sense into him; though I can see now that's not going to happen. I guess not being married to him leaves me with no credibility and half his family doesn't talk to him or me anyway - he told them we decided to be friends - ha. There's a family party I want to go to next week, though IDK- showing up now that everyone knows and acting like everything is normal feels ... stupid.

I know I'd have more support from them if it was all dramatic and "OMG, exBF left Lila!" But since the pr package is such that "we decided to be friends," who would say anything? They must just think I'm an idiot.