Ugh I dont know whats wrong with me. Usually I am fine when H leaves but he just left, and I'm disappointed for the first time in a while. And I have no idea why, its no different than any other night. We did have a pretty good afternoon with our kids...we watched the first period of the hockey game (in the midst of putting the kids to bed) then after the period ended, he said he was going to 'the' bar (his go-to bar) to have a pint and then go home to bed. This is totally normal - his buddies go there to watch the game practically every Saturday night, so this is not out of the norm. Yet I was disappointed, even though he leaves every saturday night to go there.. And here I thought I was starting to detach. Maybe its the glass of wine I just drank, but now I'm bummed that he left, and even MORE bummed that I am bummed that he left.. what is WRONG with me.. sigh...
