Why was there no course map for this marathon?

[In_Shock]

Yes, that is great about dinner! I understand about the pull back -- you're right. But since you know it's coming, it doesn't make it easier, but at least it's not a blindside.

I was thinking about you earlier, actually. I am so proud of all you've done during this trying time, and one thing you said stood out. It was where you said some things in your life are better than ever. It made me stop and think -- really think about what you said. I mean, just because our W's have chosen to leave us behind (for the moment anyway) it doesn't mean every darn thing in the world has to suk. I have been making that mistake so often.

For example, my threshold of pain is really high for some things. At work, with money, etc.... I don't worry much. Don't stress out like crazy and do not freak out and wallow. But my pain threshold is apparently SO low for this loss of love thing that I've allowed it to absolutely consume my being. It's time I really really really take note of that and give myself a 2 x 4. Thank you for making me have an epiphany.