What do I do next?

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LH49....welcome to the best place nobody wants to be at, but glad they have found.

It seems to me that you are on the right path. One of the first things I want to say after reading your post, believe none of what you hear and only half of what you see. A lot of what you posted is standard WAW script. The more you read into what she says and does will create questions (the whys) and make you crazy. You will not get any answers and if you do, they most likely will be answers you don't want to hear.

Let's discuss the changes that you mentioned about yourself. That is great btw. Hopefully they are changes that are genuine and not just to win your W back. What are these changes (180's) that you have made or are working on that will eliminate her complaints?

You also mentioned that you try to be happy around her(feels impossible I know). Are you trying to get a life(GAL) to make yourself happy and get away from your sitch? Things that you never had the opportunity to do, but wanted to.

Another suggestion is to read the Divorce Remedy (DR). It is the updated version to Divorce Busting (DB).

Hang in there and post often. You will be on full moderation at the beginning, but the more you post, the faster moderation will be lifted.