3:30 AM and I'm up after only 4 hours of sleep.

jb, thanks for your warm words. It was not a total surprise.

JS, I leave next Wednesday to see #1 son at Lackland AFB; that is keeping a smile on my face. It will be good to get away from everything for a few days and spend quality time with my 2 great kids. I'll also be spending the time with XW #1, her husband and mother but fortunately we all get along well. What is good for me? Right now I'd like to get through one day without having a meltdown.

You're such a sweetheart, DG. Thanks. I wanted this to work, too. I feel like a fool for having wanted to believe her when I know her track record of dishonesty, but I suppose that separates us LBS's from our WAS's...we still try to see the good in them when all they see are the flaws in us.


H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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