Hopeful,

You are doing the only and best thing to do in this situation, nothing else would work so have no regrets. Try not to live minute to minute with your anxiety. Put a date on the calendar a month from now -- focus on it. Know that by the time you get there things will be better. When that day comes, ask what would you be doing if things were even better? Then, start doing those things and it WILL be better. Time will heal.

Accuray


Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015