Yep.........I'm still here

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I am so glad it is the weekend.
It's been a long but productive week.

I had dinner with my Mom after work tonight, just her & I, and it was a nice time. Afterwards we did a little bit of shopping and she spoiled my boys. . I am grateful for her.

On my drive home, I suddenly felt this intense feeling of sadness wash over me. Sometimes it's very hard to realize I am no longer with my H. It was 8 months yesterday.

My sister sent me this today via text and it made me feel really good:

" I wanted to say i am so proud of you. You are so strong with all that you have been through not just with H, I admire the way you always seem to keep your head above water and take steps to improve for yourself. I love you!"

I am going to save this to remind myself of how far I've come.