Thanks again. I feel things went well, all things taken into consideration. One thing came out of all this: she has no interest in trying to understand what my life has been like. She has trust and thinks I'm responsible as far a being a father goes, but in "all other areas of life" she does not feel the same.
The complete and total disregard she feels, including that she may have made a mistake in marrying me, has shut me down. We both want to be good co-parents, and I had thought that she wanted friendship, but I'm not so sure now. Regardless, I'm going to leave that up to her if she wants to pursue a friendship. I have no interest in having a relationship who has no interest in me, including the absolute negativity with which she views the past 15 years.
I'll likely continue to post on here for a while, but I really don't see anything to save in this marriage. So I'll just keep on saving myself.
