Those other attempts are done. They provided nothing, and produced a zero sum. You had one exception, when you put your foot down and moved out, that should tell you something.
So yes, a new start. A fresh start, new attempts.
You brought up the insanity quote, well ssmguy; you have been living it. Doing the same thing over and over again but hoping for a different outcome.
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But I already know the chances of that
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You realize that your affecting the outcome you want with your own negative thoughts on it?
On one hand you're quoting JFK about determination, on the other hand you're saying it's pointless. You got a spine in there or a jellyfish?
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