WOW! Let's talk about cycling. After the excitement has died down about getting a job, I am at an all time low. I haven't been this down in awhile. Really, I miss my H, I am missing sharing this exciting time with him. I am back to feeling rejected and lonely. UGH! I hate this feeling. I have cried on and off since last night. You would think there were no more tears left. I just really miss my best friend right now. It just gets so hard to be the strong one all the time. I am going to just ride out the wave as there is nothing else I can do about it.
I am going to see the Musical Chicago with D17 tonight. Her drama teacher is in it and we are looking forward to it, and then tomorrow is the semi-state band competition in Indy. Praying my daughter's marching band makes it on to state!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
