Yes, I do believe you and a couple others have done a lot of the deeper emotional work while over at newbies. And everyone will tell you that there are still moments...
I can't remember who wrote it or where, but just yesterday I remember reading a question that can take a long time to answer and is important in order to move on:
What do you want for you and your future?
If your answers aren't clear and concise in your mind, then you are still at a place where you need to do some more soul searching...
