Can't remember when I came to this area but have now transitioned on... I'm at 11.5 mo. separated now... and... (not just) "thinking about leaving..."
What now, you ask... good question...
Most of the time I spent in this area was truly the moments I detached and reflected inwards and let go my fears and pain...
I know you've done a lot of that already, but you may find that you will re-experience a lot of that now, some sharp pains, and some... not so much...
So I'd recommend that you spend some real, quality time with yourself and set to task some real changes you want to make in yourself and perhaps developing goals for a future that may unfold without your H...
Put them to paper, plan the work, and work the plan...
