Mishka, thanks for the advice. I feel so lost. What happened with your cop h? Did you ever work it out? I feel like the situation is hopeless. He dosnt react to me not contacting him or my weight loss or anything. He has an amazing ability to "shut things off". I want him to know how sorry i am for the mistakes i made and that things really could be different between us. i dont want to push him further away though. what can i do? I really need some advice someone please answer our 4 year anaversery is in 6 days as well. he told me about a month and a half ago that we would celebrate it this weekend b/c he would be out of town for work on the actual date. how could he change his mind so fast? He commented to me a few days ago that next year when the renters are out of the house we should "renegoiate" how much he's paying me for child care + child support because he wont be able to live. He's just now figuring out how expensive this will be. Who divorces someone without tninking about that? He is normal when we speak not angry or weir or anything. He is so confusing. i need some insight please anyone who has been in my shoes
