Another day, found myself reminding myself not to self destruct. It's something I haven't done in a long time, but I have done before. W got angry at me this morning for losing my iPod. At that point I just kind of entered what we call eff-all mode, and reminded myself that this is one of the many reasons that we have issues. While I certainly had control over losing my iPod, I have no control over her getting angry at me. Therefore, dismissed.
After talking to one of my professors this morning, I found my legs again. I've renewed my determination to make it through as I intended; far greater a person than I was when I started.
