AC, there you go... THAT... is letting go the rope...
Just understand that your choice is not about your W... you have processed a lot of stuff over this time and you are now making a choice. You SAY it is because your W has told you so... the unconscious reality is that you are now making this choice for your own reasons...
Moving forward in the face of fear...
And... no one can predict the future and what AC will create of it...