Just journaling...

Had some positive contacts with the W this week.

Sunday she came over to pick up our daughter and we all ended up eating dinner together. While we were preparing the food, she came up to me from the side, wrapped her arms around me, kissed me on the cheek, and then held onto to me for about 2 minutes. I was totally blown away.

There was one other 10 minute encounter on Wednesday which was positive..

And then late yesterday there was a text exchange where she was telling me about a new apartment she wanted to move to. I replied that sometimes I just wish they'd move back home where they belong and she replied "you never know".

It donned on me that I want her back and that I still have lots of hope. But the logic in me says that I CANNOT go back to what we had because she has not worked on herself that I know of. I don't want to feel insecure or worried that she'll become unhappy again and move out later down the road and do this whole process over again.

I think I'll stick with my current plan to GAL and detach.


Me: 43
W: 37
Together: 18
M: 15
D: 8 yrs old
ILYBNILWY: March 2011
She Filed for D: August 2011
She moved out: Sept 1, 2011
Reconciled: May 2012
Divorce Case dropped: July 2012