I get what you are saying Alb, and you're right...i need to make these changes for me...and no one else. I know he is broken...and i know i cant fix him..but i dont know how to forget about our m or our r when i want to save both. Maybe i'm not totally getting it. I want to save myself too.
I know that i'm a contributing factor in my m problems...and h has told me i have things i need to change.
