I'm not sure if h and i move on to piecing now...because even though he told me he is staying, i still feel the wall, the off and on distance, and just that overall feeling i have had since bd.
I cant seem to feel happy, when this was actually all i wanted! Thoughts of his actions with ow come flooding back and i feel sadness.
I'm realizing i cant have any expectations of h, or any of this.
Im still afraid that he could change his mind...meet another woman again...that something will happen. I hate feeling this way.
One day at a time, right?
Advina, thats the plan. I'm staying calm andon an even keel with h, and letting everything out when he is gone....and try to not go into r talks.
Angel...thats what i'm also trying to do...become a woman only a fool would leave. I'm trying to make inner and outer changes.
