Back home - but for how long?

[NYCPeter]

Hi Accuray - I'm alive and kicking (unlike the Dolphins as witnessed on Monday night).

No real news - I haven't received any papers, I haven't asked my W about them and she hasn't mentioned them. If they are re: filing, not sure how long they would take. I'm prepared for the worst and will be pleasant, cordial but also show that I don't agree with the action she has taken.

My W called a couple of times just general chats on Monday was very pleasant - then was cold when I got home last night. I focused on the girls until I read to them and put them to bed. We then watched a show together but minimal conversation.

Still sleeping in the same bed but no physical contact, I always say a pleasant "good night" when I get to bed (usually 10-15 mins after her) and barely get a response. I'm lying there thinking "you can have this incredible body (well incredible for a slightly overweight, balding 47 year old with an English accent)...". Actually I've always had a bit of a self-esteem issue when it comes to women - I've never really seen why anything so beautiful could be attracted to me.

It's my soccer night tonight - but game has been called off due to rain, oh well... having a few beers and staying at a friend's apartment.