Ugh...stressed, sad, still hanging on by a thread

[In_Shock]

I wanted to say I'm thinking about you. The whole push and pull thing is not easy to deal with. It's not a normal thing to have to deal with!!

So you also get 25's voice saying 'shut up..." in your mind?? She smacked me with that free 'legal' advice a few times. I'm a very very shy person until one gets to know me, then apparently I talk way too much!

Your changes are showing -- he is noticing. Say little -- do alot. Love your baby. I see positives in your interactions. H will also see those, and may pull back === but keep on working on you. I think a massage is a wonderful idea. I'd love one myself!! That or at least some acupuncture.