Yep.........I'm still here

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Thank you for the responses and thank you especially to you, Omega, your words were very helpful.

Yesterday was a good day for me. I met up with some girlfriends for dinner and we sat for over 3 hours talking and laughing. The subject of my H or my M didn't come up at all, which is good. I think about it too much as it is.

Sadly, when I got home I discovered that one of S10's pet rats had died.
I love rodents and rats are very sweet, but I am terrified of dead animals.
I called my exhusband and asked if he would come over and take the rat out of the cage for me because I was too scared to touch it, and he did. He brought our S with him, and he was upset but not too upset, he knew the rat didn't look well.
I was grateful he did that for me.

Slept pretty good. Today is pretty dreary out so it makes staying alert kind of hard, but I'm doing alright.

I plan on packing up some more things in the kids' room to make way for the new carpet being installed next week. . It gives me something to look forward to.