"we started our now weekly conversation about us! I know I shouldn't do it, but it just happens!!!!"
Uh no. You keep bringing it up. It doesn't just happen. In fact, the next time she brings it up herself, tell her that you were having a good time and would rather not spoil it by bringing up the past.
The point is to increase the good times and not linger on the bad.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.