Yes, I'm really between a rock and a hard place. If it wasn't for this child we share, I would have had no problem moving on to a relationship with someone who might actually be able to give me more of what I want.
He and I both have issues, but it seems like we could both "settle".
Yes, I do see myself spending the rest of my life wanting to feel like he loves me "enough". It is so sad to see that as my future and I keep thinking that if my daughter had her say, she wouldn't want me to make that sacrifice because of her.
I have a plan and if there isn't some change, I really think I'll have to move on, though it will be really hard. Hopefully my therapist will help me get through it.
This horse I'm beating isn't quite dead yet...but I think it is in a coma, LOL.
