Trying to make it to the bye week

[MadeToSucceed]

Thursday night was rough. I found out my grandpa had been admitted to the hospital. I let my W know and finally went to bed.

Fridaymorning the plot thickened. I got an email from my L. It had my W's responses to the questions we'd asked of her. I'd yet to send mine back and I'd yet to even pay the mediator because I was holding out hope that something would change. Well not only did my W flat out deny ever having slept with anyone since we've been married but she also said she hasn't taken any trips and/or spent the night with anyone since we've been married AND...here's the kicker...she accused me of sleeping with not 1, not 2 but 3 women in the summer of 2010. These are the 3 women I detailed previously that she had issues with me texting last summer. She provided no proof, dates, times, places or anything of the sort but it's something she CAN'T provide.

I've never even been anywhere alone with those women. Not to the movies. Not dinner. No where! It was yet again a crushing blow but it just showed me how low my W was willing to stoop. My mother was actually in town for a workshop so she met up with me that afternoon. We just hung out and watched tv all evening but I really just couldn't take my mind off it.

In the process of it all, one of the bridesmaids in our wedding contacted me and told me she and my W had a big falling out and that basically she'd figured out that my W had thrown her under the bus for some things that weren't really her fault. It was just another example of how this crooked path my W is following is going no where fast.