What was I an idiot? Of course there's an OM...

[workinghardguy]

So some journaling... Nothing super special today. Overslept this morning and so did the W. She's lucky I didn't wake up and go running on time.

Spent much of the day replaying yesterday's conversation. Made it a tough day. Lots of sadness but also starting to get the detachment ball rolling I think. The June date my W put in play last night really brought to focus for me. Whether I should believe it or not is up for debate, but it tells me I need to let go in case it happens.

Picked S up from school and had a good time. Took SD to her sports practice and put on dinner for the kids. Looked at SD's homework sheet tonight and saw that of the last 18 entries I made 16 of them and my W made two. How does she think she'll pull this off alone? But that's her problem... I can't focus on it.

Then tonight W and SS went for a run. They get back and SS goes to bed. W sits down on the computer and then turns and starts watching House with me on DVR. We watched two episodes together and laughed and shared comments the whole time. Just like we always have. WTH? Last night it's nothing do with us and tonight we're sharing laughs and having fun. She told me good night as well. Bizarre. But whatever, I will continue to detach and let her go. She'll either stay or not. Her choice. My life.