I know how you feel, I wish that there was an easy answer on how to deal with these feelings. Just remember the little steps that have gotten you to where you are now. That is what I have been doing. I think that time will heal. I wish that I could help with advise on how to control those feelings but I do believe that they are normal since I have them to. Just keep journaling here maybe someone has some advise. My thoughts are with you.
M 48 H 51 Married 30 S 29 D 28 GD 5 GS 17 months Sep May 2011 H home 8-18-11
