I used to post a lot more back when XH and I first split - back on the newcomers and MLC boards. This was over two years ago.
We've been making a lot of progress in our relationship, especially since this past spring. We just started spending a lot of time as a family, and spending more time talking to each other.
We made the decision at the end of last month to bite the bullet, and he moved back in with me and our children. He's been expressing sorrow and regret over what he's done for much of the past year. The past couple of weeks, despite a few issues, have been pretty good, and we're actively working on being able to communicate better and make more time for ourselves as a couple than we did when we were married.
I'm having issues with anxiety. I knew I would. He's been very understanding and accommodating about what my experience has been like. But right now, I'm wondering when I can sit, and breathe, and not be looking over my shoulder or waiting for the other shoe to drop? I have a feeling this is normal, and that is why I've seen it called pieRcing on the other boards... I just never really thought I'd be here until I actually found myself here, you know?
Me - 30, H - 32 T - 10, M - 6, D - 1 DD#1 - 4, DD#2 - 2 on/off OW 4/09 - sometime Summer 2010 (Told me about OW 4/10) Separated 6/11/09, divorced 8/4/10, trying again 9/2011
