Sure, it's all part of the brain swirl.

I start to think she'll realize it was better to handle finances and the kids together than it is apart. But then I think how would I really know if she wanted to come back because she missed me or it was too hard being on her own? Would this all just happen again in 10 years when they left for college?

I definitely wouldn't want to go through this again in 10 years. I'm still relatively young right now. But I also can't close the door in my mind either. I've read or heard about relationships that did work out once you cleared away the clutter and hurt of decisions made when you were young and dumb.

The brain is a difficult thing to switch off, especially when lots of things are hitting at once.

The only thing I know for sure is that the sun will come up tomorrow and I'll have to get through it some way or another.

Right now ... I'm just hungry. I forgot to bring lunch to work.


Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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