WHG - I'm really sorry you had such a crappy day. All I can offer for now is that you are not alone in this struggle. I think if you continue to focus on YOU and let the chips fall where they may, you will feel better about the outcome. Spend time with the kids, with or without their mom. It is the right thing to do for you and for them. Try to get some sleep tonight and hopefully after a restful night a clear head will help you find your path.

Be well!

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Bomb-9/11; A-11/11; I move out 11/11

It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.

Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife