I know this is a serious topic, but I can't stop laughing.
'Constipated emotions' and 'replaced, even if only by a dog' had me giggling. Ah...

Anyway, the anger is normal. A lot of times a physically strenuous hobby helps with that anger and often some sort of meditation. And time. With some effort, it does go away. And guess what? There's a whole wonderful world out there that your x misses but is there just for you. It's waiting...

Take two doses of time and some strenuous physical activity and call me in the morning smile

AJ


"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK
Put the glass down...
"Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."