S7 He is being told that I am away at work. He tells everyone that daddy is in the Army and has to go away sometimes.

He stays at the hopuse with her I am staying at my dads house. I get to see him on sat at his soccer games, Sun at church, and mon I take him to soccer practice and to cub scouts.

Like I said before She just bought us tickets to a notre dame game and said thatt she thinks that we need a road trip but I am starting to feel like it is not a good idea but I really want to go to the game we have been going to games every year now for 3 years.

Tonight was horrable I had to go by the house because I left my glasses there yesterday. She was very distant and cold compared to yesterday when she was clingy and huggy. WTF is going I feel like a clay pigeon she tosses me up real lhigh and then blast me out of the sky. I am this close to just jumping on a deployment and getting the hell out of here for a year. I sent some emails out today to a few Sergent Majors and a Colonel to see what my options are. Not sure how I will be able to deal with not seeing my son but part of me would rather leave for a bit than put up with her mind games