Yep.........I'm still here

[~¤DG¤~]

I received a text from H a bit ago that said

"Do you want to file together or should I file alone?"

I seriously thought I was going to throw up.
I thought about it for a while, and I said

"If a D is truly what you want, then go ahead and file. I will not file for something I do not want."

I feel so defeated right now.