DG don't beat yourself up for being anything and pushing him away--- As people keep telling me, as I talk to anyone in the Western Hemisphere who will listen..."it takes two to make a R fail." Cliche' but it is true. And I know it doesn't make you feel any better. Honestly, when I am doing the pity party, I cannot think of ONE thing that would get me out of it, except for W to reconcile with me.
We have to ride those days out. Getting Bridesmaids was a great idea! Comedies help me somewhat. I said on my thread that I've watched the first two seasons of Big Bang Theory. I laughed out loud a couple of times and was surprised
Thinking of you
Me (f): 45 W(f) 35 T: 13 y C: S4 adopted at birth 6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up 8-28-11 OW confirmed