Wow.

That is a lot to process, and good for you for asserting your need to do so. You were honest about what you needed and I respect that.

I could see easily obsessing over this even if you didn't already have a tendency to do so. I would try and compartmentalize this one for a while.. let your subconscious mind work through it before you start applying yourself to it.

I don't want to speak to any of the rest of it, just because I feel like it would stimulate more thinking..


M: 32
W: 29
T: 9 Years
M: 4 Years
I hit rock bottom: 2/11
PA admitted: 4/11
WAW: 5/11
D filed: 6/11
now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.