W is moving out.....life goes on...

[In_Shock]

Rick --- thanks for checking in on me. i think about you a lot. Wish I knew why we were in this sitch, but I do know we will be ok eventually.

Yes, I keep talking and talking and need to shut the F up. I've been doing better.... but it seems like nothing makes a difference. I'm just sad, down and having one of those days. I want my w back. I want to turn back time and really HEAR her when she needed me to change. I want to keep my S here at home and have a stable family for him.

Oh, it's SO hard. How do we LBS survive??? I know.... good days, bad days....and me???? SHUT the F up. I know. I'm working on it. As 25 said, free legal advice. SHUT UP. I need to just sit and stare....LOL> keep my quiet. Talk only in class.... But it's SO HARD. My family.......is crumbling.

I sometimes don't think I'll make it.... then I remember I will make it. I have to. I have a son. He is THE most important thing ----even if W is willing to just toss him to the fates, I am NOT> he is MY FOCUS MY LIFE> \