The anger is a killer but the anger also fueled me to make those changes that were long overdue. There is nothing like having a fire under your butt to get you motivated
Accepting that the marriage was now dead and allowing myself to grieve and go through all of the motions of what that entailed.
Learning how to detach and not get sucked back into the drama of it all.
But all of this takes time, so much work and so much time.
And turning to God for answers instead of allowing myself to jump to conclusions.
Snodderly once told me that if I could learn to be still, the answers would fall into my lap. She was right.
But I will say that none of this happened overnight, it took weeks and months and one day I just seemed to wake up without crying and I started to feel better again.
