I have not posted for a while. I've been feeling depressed. I am giving up on my marriage. I am slowly reaching a point where I am wondering if I even want him back. I can't wait for the day when I will feel NOTHING for him. I am working hard in my head and heart to let him go and accepting the situation. But its depressing to realise I am 45 yrs, not married and no kids. Sorry if I sound so negative over here. I just need a place to vent. My mom is tired of hearing it.
M 45 H 44 Married 9/09 Seperated 9/10 Not yet filed for divorce 1/11 - H meets OW in another state 9/7/11 - H tells me he is moving to another state on 10/1/11
