Im right there with ya, every waking hour!!..which is alot right now cus im not sleeping...and its hard to imagine that they have just wiped us from there minds, i know. My H acts like he could care less if Im dead or alive at times...
Really read that books and use the advice of no contact. the more contact right now the worse it is...it sounds like you still have a chance to make him realize what he has. Im haveing to start all over from the last month and am in my 2nd day of no contact and its killing me...who knew a day could last so long???? good grief!! I also have been divorced before and agree with you, it was nothing like this....all you can do is hope they come to there senses and work on making yourself happy..spend time with your friends and do things that youve always wanted to do...it will make u feel amazing!!..
have a good night smile


Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

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