I will keep tryiong to reach help on here. Maybe it will come. I am starting to slip and call again and text. It was just getting to where I wouldnt think about it but then she started contacting me and wanting to just shoot the breeze for a good half hour. And started telling me she lovedme and such. Now I am back to looking at my phone every min or so. Why am I falling back I just want to move foward and change for me and hope this will make her change also.
