Thanks, jb. You always have the right words and advice.

It feels like turning a battleship 180 degrees in a sea of molasses - it's painfully slow but it is moving in a different direction.

Those times of despair are becoming less frequent, though. They hits me hardest when I am home alone in the evening, so I am trying to get out of the house more often and just do something.

H 56
W 48
D27,S21
SS25
SS22 Severely autistic
M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs.
"I've never loved you" 3/7/2011
Separated 8/7/2011
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