Last night me and my dog decided to test-drive our new sofabed.. Works great, we're both very happy..
I went to sign the lease agreement for the apartment where they've asked if I could move on the 2nd as they have to paint.. Fine I guess, so one more day here.. What really bothers me though is that he seems to not give a ... about me leaving.. It makes me very sad but at the same time I tell myself, anyone who can let me go like this doesn't even deserve to be with me in the first place.. But of course this is only my own attempt to make myself feel better..
Tomorrow I'll go see a car.. I don't know anything about cars and my budget is very limited, so I'm really hoping I'll be lucky with my purchase.. You need luck buying a used car..
Work is pretty much dead again, but im keeping busy with studying.. I have an exam this weekend. Will see how that goes..
Right now I can hear the love of my life talking to ow online.. Thank god I can't understand what he's saying.. I wish I could fast forward time to somewhere where I have this episode behind me, where all this is just a memory that no longer hurts..


Me: 28
H: 40
Together: 10yrs
Married: 6 yrs
OW, ILYBNIL: june15/ 2011
I moved out/ ow moved in: nov 2nd/2011
H and ow no longer live together: may 1/2012