Do I stay or do I go?

[abbey1989]

Hi there,

I agree with luvless.....you are ahead. Youth is on your side! I know that probably doesn't make you feel any better, but think about it.

I wish I could just have a new love of my own and forget him, let him be with miss perfect and see how far that goes.. Well.. I have no choice but to let them be anyways.. Not like I can stop them..

OK...first of all....any woman who is paid for sex is NOT "miss perfect". You are right that you can't make him behave and be a good boy, but you still have your dignity. HE DOESN'T.

Keep pushing on. I like it that you told him that he can visit the dog but he should really get his own new dog. Good that he will start to realize your boundaries.