Feeling depressed today. I have been feeling sick lately (heartburn?) and had a bout of self-pity this morning. Feel the lack of TLC - H did buy me some meds when I asked for it but did not even ask me how I felt when he got home.

After having a nice weekend all together as a family, I had a little letdown when we stoped for dinner on the way home. We ate n a nice restaurant, and I pointed out that someone was actually celebrating their anniversary. D12 asked what we were doing for this years anniv, and H said "nothing". I guess both me and D looked crestfallen, cause he hurriedly said we were already planning a big trip this month to celebrate my 5)th bday, too much expenses.

I hope I can get out of this funk soon....


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go