Yep.........I'm still here

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I don't seem to get on here as much during the day as I used to. Maybe it's because I am not always focusing on my sitch and just living life day to day.
I won't lie, I do miss H and I think about him, but I have had no desire to call or text him, nothing.

I've made the decision to stop going to counseling by the end of the year, if things continue to go the way they are going. I feel so much better about myself and my life than I did back in January when I started.

I do feel sadness thinking about not seeing my C anymore. I understand boundaries when it comes to things like this, but I really will miss her. I know she is doing her job and we are not friends, but there is vulnerability there, especially on my end.
I know I have come a long way, and it was with her help. Yes, I did the work, but she guided me and made me understand myself and challenged me to become a better woman.
Just writing about it makes me want to cry. It is part of life though.

Meeting a good friend tomorrow night for dinner and I am looking forward to it. We don't get to see one another very often.

Lots of fun things planned with the kiddos this weekend as well. I hope the weather is decent.